Scratches jotted on car door handles - Steve Coel



Trading Places
Steve Coel


Scratches jotted on car door handles
Steve Coel

You walks ahead
so you can 
keep an eye
on his back.
Even now,
now when you's
both been outside
6 months.
And you's 
still wearing
trademark greys
with parallel pockets
and your newest clasp,
like all bad habits,
is difficult
to break.

Of course we sees
your interesting walk
straightaway.
Looks like
you's both walking
at the same pace.
But you isn't.
Is trick
you needs to learn
and practice.
Brings unneeded attention
if you looks
like you's running.
Which you is really.
Even so, you's brave.
Got to be round this way.

Thing is
you's both got to try
harder to stop
being this stupid.
Although, fair does,
everyone knows
two heads is better than one.
So well done there.
Is clear peoples got 
to break you up 
if they's going
to get better deal 
than you.
And that's 
how it always starts. 
Always.

Takes three
to break two
and four
to break three
and so on.
Is how wars start.
So: twos
easier to deal with.
Trust like.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Cracked Smile - Steve Coel



Trading Places
Steve Coel

Cracked Smile
Steve Coel

Like 
two coins
rubbed clear
your cracked smile
is a daily reminder
of the
last fight
30 years ago.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

In the Blood - Steve Coel



Stryd Uchel
Steve Coel

In the Blood
Steve Coel

You's probably seen my picture in the papers.
Looks bit different now I does.
Big fella then like.
Once done lot of adverts
for Board on the tele.
Today though, things changed.
Can't stick jobs anymore.
Nerves shot see.

All started 
when Dad managed to talk 
six of us onto shift 
at the Ellington.
Laugh it was really, 
cos we's on holiday with the club
at the time. 
Mum was furious.

So it goes, years seem to shoot by.
But I wasn't laughing last time 
I's down the pit.
Cos after 15 hours solid graft
I only came up with 
me best mates arms. 
Didn't want my pictures
in papers then.

Trust me.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Spare Change for Twisted Feet - Steve Coel



Stryd Uchel
Steve Coel

Spare Change for Twisted Feet
Steve Coel

People
you wants,
needs,
is everytime
busy.

Is why
you's always
visiting
Clink Hotel.

Is truth.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Cycling for Happiness - Steve Coel



Stryd Fawr / Stryd Uchel
Steve Coel

Cycling for Happiness
Steve Coel


In fairness she was expecting the water to be pretty cold.
After all, it was November and she knew well enough that
what her family really needed was some sun on their bones.
But there you go, what you gonna do about it?

So, even with money being short and that, she'd taken them
all away for the weekend for a treat.
The break she reckoned would do them all a bit of good.

Houses were mostly boarded up it being out of season,
but she had managed to book them into a side street B and B.
Thing is rides on front were all boarded up for the winter too.
Result being kids were pretty miserable.
But they say that a change of scenery can put a lot of
other things in the shade.
So they say.

Like I've heard that if you drives on to your foot
adrenalin can give you the strength to pick the
car up and move your foot clear.
So I've heard.

Still, no-one's too sure where she got the strength
to go into the sea with the kids like that.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Rust on Cloth - Steve Coel



Dyn Chwilfrydig y Mor
Arfordir Byw
Steve Coel


Rust on Cloth
Steve Coel

You walks along
striding lengths
of vacant brick
where even today
you never sees 
new cars.

Sliding past 
pub windows
that shield 
sun and rain
and bad dreams,
you gets
the full
yeasty blast
of damp cloth
and old men
sharing stories,
over warm beer
and brown fingers.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Empty Chair - Steve Coel


Empty Chair 
a selection of microflashfictions


Late for Work Again.
Steve Coel


Flexi - time.
Steve Coel


Busy stock taking. In the basement.
Steve Coel


Power failure.
Steve Coel


Wrong leaves. Late train.
Steve Coel


Two weeks jury service.
Steve Coel


Fire drill.
Steve Coel


False alarm. Probably.
Steve Coel


New cook in the staff canteen.
Steve Coel


Food poisoning.
Steve Coel


Annual leave. Staying in caravan owned by 
that quiet accounts guy in the office.
Steve Coel


Busy. Really busy.
Steve Coel


Employee of the month. Again.
Steve Coel

Footnote.
A fictional workplace.
Probably.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Lighten Up - Steve Coel



Hapus Cwm
Steve Coel


Lighten Up
Steve Coel

Mystery man, shadow man
is what they used to call him.
Him a thin whistle at dusk,
the latest three day millionaire
returning from sea,
like his father,
to die again
over and over.

Shallower sea back then.
Better cut cloth
broader smiles.
Now, after too many 
rope marks and 
twisted bone on metal
life comes mixed 
with drink, sharp curses
and dark corners.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Stuff Outside - Steve Coel



Stryd Fawr / Stryd Uchel
Steve Coel


Stuff Outside
Steve Coel

Likes looking out through our window I does.

Looking out
I sometimes wonders to myself
what it must be like negotiating a way
through all the stuff on the sidewalk.
Bit of an adventure I suspects.
There's been all sorts of complaints.
Letters from council has stopped though.
Owner'll be pleased if I ever sees him.

Still; we never has customers,
so looking out the window
gives me something to do
while I waits to answer the phone
and pass on the message.

Doesn't really explain
why he always wants all the stuff
outside does it.
Can't help wondering
where it all comes from
to be honest.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Out West - Steve Coel



The Fingers Give Lace
Steve Coel

Out West
Steve Coel

This friction
between neighbourhoods
is ripping apart
fragments of friendship.
It is blundering
blind
as it folds
into a future
that shows little hope.
It is a
neighbourhood fringed
by a gin soaked
underbelly of human emotion
that is devouring
all surrounding borders.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Welcome Back [ Customs House ] - Steve Coel



Y Llywiwr
Steve Coel


Welcome Back [ Customs House ]
Steve Coel

Standing in the doorway
to the Custom House
you silently mouth
a plea for small change.
It's not a regular spot.
Not today.

Looks like a
recent close shave
is disappearing
and your shoes 
seem broken 
and too loose for comfort.
The waterside is busy.
You, are not.

Slowly..you are becoming invisible.
Eventually you will disappear
leaving only a shadow
in each doorway
of this street.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Dead Air into a Warm Harp - Steve Coel



Storm down Lavernock Point
Steve Coel

Dead Air into Warm Harp
Steve Coel

Since I bust my legs down The Works I's had
to spend all my mornings blowing dead air
into warm harp by the Central Library.
Bust my heart too, truth be known.
Lost everything now I has.

Still; once I's got enough coin I has a mild 
and Clark's pie down The Vulcan.
And; often or not, I ends up chatting to the old girls,
warming themselves up, before they goes to work
and shelters under the bridge by The Glastonbury.

Clink Hotel across the road gets noisy in the afternoon
so I wanders back into town for bit of a stretch
and goes cadge a cup of tea from Astey's before heading
back down Bute to the Sally for warm meal and early bunk.

Doesn't have time to feel sad really. Not me.
Trick, I finds, is to forget past and just stick
to what I knows.
Needs change of shoes though mind.
I'll have look for some in box by door
in the morning.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Half Stolen Buildings - Steve Coel



Stryd Fawr / Stryd Uchel
Steve Coel


Half Stolen Buildings [ v.6 ]
Steve Coel

In regulation daytime armour
cracked with coarse whispers
and yesterdays broken promise,
the young girl pushes 
her vape shadowed carrier
past misty lead pub windows.

Her world is the high street,
where each day
a bitter grey tide
shambles downhill
towards abandoned blue churches
and disappearing city light.

And it is here
that her plastic shoes
slap into one off needles
that litter fishless gutters
and where even on dry days,
the pavement is damp.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Owl Eyes Brown - Steve Coel



North Beach
[ Braslun ]
Steve Coel


Owl Eyes Brown
Steve Coel

1
With a stick on smile
all owl eyes brown,
she looks down
long avenues
of car metal
gutter full
with wish
and dream.

2
In hastily bought clothes
her tattered boyfriend
hustles shadow money
from grey figures
in barely lit parks.
This place,
a simple sample
empty
of mirth,
hope,
future.
Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication

Severed Road - Steve Coel



Stryd Fawr / Stryd Uchel
Steve Coel


Severed Road
Steve Coel


The severed road 
blankets, the grey
undemanding hill
as it reluctantly
inclines towards 
the sea.


Regimented lines
of steel 
brown with rust
mark the roads passing,
and envelop the park
where lovers
argue and kiss,
and young men drink
as children play.


From the stormy water
comes the spell
of promises,
with stones rattling
on concrete
and flesh.

Steve Coel
An 11.59 Publication