Smells of Time

In you comes -

in your sad seven year old

ironic tracksuit

and pair of box fresh.

In you comes -

looking for deals

on the board

behind the counter

which we knows

show best same day

as last time, last week, last month.

In you comes -

doing quick sums

and ordering a dozen shots

with your release money

which you quickly shares out

to punters who isn't interested.

In you comes -

barely missed

and completely blitzed

just another forgotten

madman.

In you comes -

a madman bent by routine;

a madman twisted by addiction;

a madman caught in the to and fro

of the outside which has turned its back

and good riddance.

In you comes - 

a madman smelling of time.

From City Trilogy ( Part 1 ), 2020

Steve Coel

c. Liar - Maisy Gordon, Collage: An 11.59 Publication

Rings on her fingers..

 And so it starts..

Two chases. At the same time. The novelty of poverty..

Words spoken out of turn. Causes offence..

Everyone's seeing signs that ain't really there..

First kiss of the day..

Protection. Hiding away is not an option..

Next to the fire escape door. Corner seat facing the entrance..

Threats; the bad kind..

A last major offence of the day. More to follow. Lots more..

Discarded

You's got the twist..

Secrets shared for information..

Truth shredded in a moment..

The silent bombshell suited beggar..

Notes

In your spring hat, tied with lost string, you search the free paper for clues for which day you now find yourself..Waiting. Waiting on the corner beat today for the next delivery in the rain..Disturbing the glances from local windows and trolley men..the clump of wet shoe against cracked kerbstone drunks..a high street roars with the anger of closure and debt..even the most fucked up has memories when called upon. Is called survival so it is..

Rings on her fingers..

First Draft - Steve Coel

Steve Coel

...and bells on her toes.

The fight..

looking the other way..

the arrests..

bad debt, bad deals..

the rumours..

the quiet word..

secret meetings..

a major disagreement..

bloody hands and tip-offs..

a one night stand..

burnt out cars..

random warnings..

scratches on working cars.. 

meetings in shopping mall car parks..

people go missing..

a public celebration.

Steve Coel

Discarded.

Stolen trainers and suede overcoat..

owed wraps and scissored finger tips..

sellotaped glass'..

Fake tan and orange lipstick..

kitchen knife strapped underneath skateboards..

grey trade tracksuits and knitted beanies.

Steve Coel

Notes.

So you's been shadow hunting? You fucker..Isn't nice. Know what I means?..It sure doesn't look as if it is going to end well..Peoples already got their mobiles out and others are instinctively putting their hands over stashs and stolen wallets..Stock taking bad debts. How come she always ends up doing all the groups dirty work!..From the stickered shop window the tidy looking young women shakes her weary head at the nasty row growing on the pavement outside..It was always about dodgy deals and money owed. Always..She was bored at seeing the same exhausted faces everytime too..The sound of blues up the street usually moved on most. But not all..CCTV(s) are clicked off, wiped or even removed.

...and bells on her toes.

First Draft - Steve Coel

The Other Day

Clear your mind, listen carefully and don't stop breathing.

Blue Slate..Waiting Patiently..Perfect Outing..King of Stars..Big Impact..Love Your Work..Straight Ash..Some Nightmare..Star Ascending..Born To Reason..Deadly Accurate..Hurricane Alert..Save A Forest..Universal Effect..Final Attack..First Voyage..Wild Water..Leave Me Alone..Some Can Sing..Midnight Glance.

Cliff Edge

Steve Coel

The Other Day

Clear you mind, listen carefully and don't stop breathing.

Simple rules..Bass Rock..Orient Sunset..Palm Beach..Brides Hill..You Say Nothing..Pure Genius..Court Blaze..Winged Blaze..Little Red Lion..Ring The Moon..SeaSearch..Hit The Rocks..Temple Man..Golden Town..Strong Team..Instant Replay..Hit The Beat..Secret Victory..Harbour Storm.

heb deitl

Steve Coel

The Other Day

Clear your mind, listen carefully and don't stop breathing.

Pure Bliss..Dock Road..Indian Harbour..Blue Monday..Big Picture..Control Me..Keep Rolling..Everything Now..Red River..Rootless Tree..Winged Isle..Lockdown Lady..Tide Times..Third Wind..Main Fact..Not So Sleepy..Beat the Storm..Afraid of Nothing..Pirate King..Famous Dynasty.

Ask the Lady

Steve Coel

The Other Day

Clear your mind, listen carefully and don't stop breathing.

Butcher King..Like the Sound..Get the Appeal..Western Starlet..Atlantic Storm..Real Dude..Free Dancer..Melody of Life..Global Art..Perfect Rose..Poetry and Art..Fun Light..Hungry Tiger..You Say Nothing..Union Gap..Like a Demon..Enduring Love..Stand Up and Fight..Walk to Freedom..The Big Story.

Steve Coel

The Mercy Path

Once you bypass

the last starched lightning tree

you enter a hillside world

of midnight stream

and border wire music.

Here, across shilling debris,

early shadow

and blisters of high mist,

nature composes movement

from iron and broken bone.

heb deitl

Steve Coel

Walking Notes

Steve Coel

An 11.59 Publication

Time has no future along forgotten paths. So be it. 

The Mercy Path can appear to be grim, tired, depressing. It is however, often beautiful.

No Paths

Here,

where young people

never return

and there

are no paths,

is the place

language goes to die,

and old people

still stop to watch

lost cars

drive pass.

heb deitl

Steve Coel

Walking Notes

Steve Coel

An 11.59 Publication

There is an echo of hardship here and little to celebrate.

I have, it seems to me, become increasingly focused on what is being left behind. Forgotten.

The Proposal

Cut

into bitter grey stone

by masters of dead trades,

is your complete life story.

Brief like you,

words from broken parents

target the elders,

who created your passing.

heb deitl

Steve Coel

Walking Notes

Steve Coel

An 11.59 Publication

So many things around me, in the local and wider community, seem broken, fractured...